Weathervane

Matthew playing the (You Will Know Us By) The Trail of Dead
 Helps me forget for a little bit
 Just where I am
 And where I'm not
 What I have
 And what I haven't got
 Well, the last few years have been a mess
 Too many drugs and drinks and cigarettes
 We put our best friends in the ground
 We fell in love and we fell right back out
 If you're the wind
 I wanna be a weathervane
 Which way you blow
 I wanna go
 All you have to do is point me in the right direction
 Well, every babe kneeled it's bed
 Recites the prayer of innocence
 God bless mom and God bless dad
 Siblings, friends, and people who have past
 Well, maybe I forgot just how to pray
 Sacraments get in the way
 I close my eyes and I grip my hands
 And I think real hard but my mind drifts
 I don't count my assets just my debts
 I count calories instead of how I'm blessed
 Forget the ones who stay all along
 And only think of those who've done me wrong
 With all the lies that made it grow
 It's hard to look out past my nose
 But there's a part of me that's always known
 Screaming out, "Well, I told you so!"
 There's a Caspian girl with heart so bright
 It burned sunspots into my eyes
 I could close them and try and look away
 But she's always there
 You're always there for me
 If you're the wind
 I wanna be a weathervane
 Which way you blow
 I wanna go
 All you have to do is point me in the right direction
 If you're the wind
 I wanna be a weathervane
 Which way you blow
 I wanna go
 If you're the wind
 I wanna be a weathervane
 Which way you blow
 I wanna go