Hell and Back

I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay?
 Wow, ooh
 Oh my god, you ser-, you serious but why Brian?
 You wouldn't understand you're just a kid
 Then I could try
 I don't know sometime's it's all too much
 What is?
 Life everything just having the gun here
 Knowing there's a way out, it helps
 Seeing my fears come alive
 I feel like I'm dead inside
 I feel like I'm dead inside
 I went through hell and back
 You would never understand
 You would never understand
 Getting trapped in yourself
 I'm screaming, I'm calling for help
 It's quiet as a mouse in here
 I just gotta get out of here
 But I can't and you can't help me
 If I come back please hold me gently
 And now I'm Back, I've lived a thousand lives
 If I die let it please be by your side
 Seeing my fears come alive
 I feel like I'm dead inside
 I feel like I'm dead inside
 I went through hell and back
 You would never understand
 You would never understand
 Getting trapped in yourself
 I'm screaming, I'm calling for help
 It's quiet as a mouse in here
 I just gotta get out of here
 But I can't and you can't help me
 If I come back please hold me gently
 And now I'm Back, I've lived a thousand lives
 If I die let it please be by your side