Inside Out

I wish you knew how I felt
 You're still in my dreams I'm kissing your mouth
 It's my fault I know why you left
 Thinking that I'm better off dead trynna keep it real
 I hate that I miss you still
 I fucked up now I'm inside hell
 I'm falling
 Everything is inside out
 I don't think I miss you now but I'm just following my instincts
 Saw you from across the room the vibe in sync
 I think your the piece of my puzzle that's missing
 I might say I love you baby know that it's a fact
 But I just need somebody that's gone have my back
 Imma drink this cup and get drunk my bad
 Blame it on the drugs that I take when I'm sad
 I been thinkin bout the love that I gave I can't take back
 I don't give a fuck what you say but don't say that you love me
 Cuz it fucks with my head
 All these thoughts in my mind like I'm bеtter off dead
 More oftеn then not I take a sip and forget about us like that
 Too many reasons I'm feeling to alone
 (I can't)
 Be that person I can't have you loving on
 (But why then)
 If I tell you all my secrets baby I know you gon run
 Told you I can't give you the only thing that you want, my heart
 She asked me "where did I go wrong" I told her "from the start"
 Why the only time you want me when it's dark
 I'm so tired of Cupid playing with my, huh playin with my heart aye
 Bitch who are you mixing my emotions up I need some gratitude
 You showed me a side of me I swear I never knew
 You won't find a better me that's something that you knew though
 You was using me but I guess it's just what I'm used too
 I wish you knew how I felt
 You're still in my dreams I'm kissing your mouth
 It's my fault I know why you left
 Thinking that I'm better off dead trynna keep it real
 I hate that I miss you still
 I fucked up now I'm inside hell
 I'm falling
 Everything is inside out
 I don't think I miss you now but I'm just following my instincts
 Saw you from across the room the vibe in sync
 I think your the piece of my puzzle that's missing
 I might say I love you baby know that it's a fact
 But I just need somebody that's gone have my back
 Imma drink this cup and get drunk my bad
 Blame it on the drugs that I take when I'm sad
 I been thinkin bout the love that I gave I can't take back
 I don't give a fuck what you say but don't say that you love me