Goodbye

As I try to get out of this headspace, I remembered your dead face
 As they took pictures and lingered for minutes that seemed like hours
 And from the top of my city's highest points I looked down upon these towers
 And wondered if I jumped if I'd end up with you buried beneath dead flowers
 Because I haven't come and visited seen or been since the funeral
 Because reluctance is my human fault I keep these feelings locked up in this vault
 Because everyday I grow more cold
 Everyday I grow more cold
 And if you ask me, I am in no way sold on the idea
 That there are ghosts and there are souls
 But one day I'll die and maybe I'll know
 But until then I'll love what's close to home
 That is my friends, that is my home
 Goodbye,
 My selfish lover
 Refuse me, abuse me
 I'm not sorry for moving on
 I'm moving on from you
 And I wished you well, you said goodbye
 We're just a moment
 A moment in time
 I've got the taste of your bad love now
 And it lingers on my tongue
 I'm not sorry for moving on
 I'm moving on from you
 And I wished you well
 And you said goodbye