The City You'd Move To

This will stay with you
 For a while now
 I'm fascinated with the past
 And what it's done to you
 You can call me sentimental
 If you wanted too
 And you can call me nieve
 As i look for truth
 When we were seven
 And the bees they had it out for you
 The air smelled nothing
 Like the city you'd eventually move to
 And what convinced you
 That you were so deserving
 When you thought
 God was punishing you
 The quiet desperation
 Of your mother in her hearts chamber
 The simmering, foreclosed exhaustion
 Of you father with his eyes on the weather
 And if you could forgive yourself as quickly
 When we were seven
 And the bees they had it out for you
 The air smelled nothing
 Like the city you'd eventually move to
 The world is spinning
 On a point of soft earth
 You can dirty your hands
 Brying
 A broken heat or so i've heard
 And if you could stay here my baby
 My baby
 We could use you as sundial and maybe
 If we collected
 Collective memories
 Bestow your tribal powers
 On our budding family
 If we collected
 Cellective memories
 Bestow your tribal powers
 On our budding family