Never Get to Know

I'll never get to know my friend Steven
 He thought he found an answer
 He was my firend since kindergarden
 And then I watched him disappear.
 I'll never get to know my friend Mellisa
 She had a baby when she was sixteen
 And now she works in a mall in Florida
 Sometimes I wonder who she could have been.
 I'll never get to know my mom's friend Bonnie
 She's the one who made me want to be an artist
 She could paint the prettiest pictures
 Until both her lungs collapsed.
 I'll never get to know my mom's friend Harry
 He had a low scrattchy growl of a voice
 He sing "make me an angel that flies from montgomery"
 And then he drank himself to death
 I'll never get to know my sister
 Because my sister is a crack head
 But thank God I remember
 When she was just a little kid
 I'll never get to know my dad
 Because my dad lives in a dream
 And even though I think he's the best
 He seems so far from everything
 And I'll never get to know my mom
 Because my mom is an alcholic
 And I bet when she was young
 She never saw it coming
 You might wonder why I'm an asshole
 I wonder I'm so uptight
 I wonder why I just don't chill out
 And learn how to have a good time
 But sometimes I'm scared right out of my mind
 And sometimes I just get angry
 Because I've been let down by the people that I love
 But I will not let down the people who love me.