This Damn Song

I don't wanna hear the good side
 Of this goodbye
 If you wanna go, baby just leave
 Don't tell me that you still care
 And that I'll always be special
 'Cause those words don't mean a damn thing
 And I hate that I'm still up
 Drunk as fuck
 4:00 a.m., writing this damn song
 But I guess I'm okay not being okay
 Give it time and I'll soon move on
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 You said my life was too fucked up
 To be with you
 But here you go to the bar 'til two
 And I, wanna know what he has that I don't
 Well I was ready for the real thing
 No more shame in this life I live
 'Cause I would change for you
 Don't know the hope you gave to me
 But I guess I'm okay
 Just need some cocaine
 And a bottle that'll float my mind
 Take a trip to another world
 Where you would be mine
 And I don't wanna hear the good side
 Of this goodbye
 If you wanna go, baby just leave
 Don't tell me that you still care
 And that I'll always be special
 'Cause those words don't mean a damn thing
 And I hate that I'm still up
 Drunk as fuck
 4:00 a.m., writing this damn song
 But I guess I'm okay not being okay
 Give it time, baby I'll move on
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 I found a couple of your long hairs
 In the passenger seat
 Where you looked over and smiled at me
 I guess a picture ain't worth
 As many words as they say
 And don't tell me that it's okay
 I'll find my own way
 Don't need your excuse to ease my pain
 I guess it's just time for me to work on me
 And I don't wanna hear the good side
 There ain't no good side
 You ain't ever gonna see what I see
 Don't tell me that you still care
 And you'll always be there
 'Cause those words are just messing with me
 And I hate that I'm still up
 Drunk as fuck
 4:00 a.m., writing this damn song
 But I guess I'm okay not being okay
 Give it time, baby I'll move on