Sweet Hibiscus Tea

Here's the thing, I can't do anything right
 Try as I absolutely, totally might
 The bones are melting, the skeleton is ash
 The clavicle detaches and falls with a deafening crash
 And I'm not your protagonist
 I'm not even my own
 I don't know anything
 I don't even know what I don't know
 And if you look outside you'll see
 Disintegrating trees
 The artificial way the sunlight bounces
 Off the waxy leaves
 My heart catches on every thorn
 You're already halfway out the door
 And I've never looked so old
 And I have never been so cold
 And it is 85 degrees
 I don't know what I need
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 There's lukewarm herbal mango sweet hibiscus tea
 On the hot garbage pile in which I fucking sleep
 The walls are empty it's so ugly I could
 Burn the whole place down
 It wouldn't catch 'cause all the posters
 Are on their way to my hometown
 And I am not your protagonist
 I'm not even my own
 I don't know anything
 I don't even know what I don't know
 And if you look outside you'll see
 Disintegrating trees
 The artificial way the sunlight bounces
 Off the glitching leaves
 My wet heart catches on every thorn
 You're already halfway out the door
 And I'm so tiny and so old
 And God it's never been so cold
 And it is 85 degrees
 I don't know what I need