I Get Really Dizzy Sometimes

I've been folding these bets for too long now
 I know that you're right and I know that I'm wrong
 I can't find my equilibrium
 Mistakes were made, mistakes were made
 It all started with your half hearted bullshit
 You never meant a single word that you said to me
 You were a fucking catastrophe
 I just want to forget
 Everything in my head
 I just want to forget
 Everything in my head
 I know that you're only a phone call away
 (all of your worst intentions)
 It's everything that I wanted to say
 (I can't wait for my new replacement)
 I'll put on a new pair of pants
 That I haven't worn since before we dated
 I've been saving for just this occasion
 You're an addict of sorts
 To a litany of the worst things that I've ever heard
 And I wouldn't care to mention
 While you're walking around
 Your college campus
 I am home here alone
 In Nashua
 While you're out late at fucking parties
 That I can't stand to be around
 I guess that that's just the difference between you and me
 You see one of two things and I see three
 See your complexion it haunts me
 You've been dousing yourself in cosmetics to hide completely
 To hide completely
 So what the fuck is your problem
 I guess that you and I were just never meant to be
 So stop talking about me