Go Outside (Stare at the Sun)

I'll stop when the night starts
 Like some confusing place
 These lines are blurring, bleeding eye sockets, slurring
 I'm calling off dive bars
 I wasn't built for this
 I've got the patience, but my form's getting reckless
 How come I'm a wreck? I'm dying to call you up
 I've just a few things to tell you
 About becoming a recluse
 How come I'm a wreck? I'm dying to call you up
 I've just a few things to tell you
 Whoa oh, relax, I'm just trying to breathe
 A winter social, making plans in this living room
 Whoa oh, relax, I'm just trying to leave
 The same apartment I just can't seem to walk through
 How come I'm a wreck? I'm dying to call you up
 I've just a few things to tell you
 About becoming a recluse
 I wouldn't be such a wreck if I could just call you up
 I've just a few things to tell you
 Before you become a recluse, too