Shit Show

I lost myself durin' my ride into the city on the bus
 I caught my eyes locked in that
 Comfortable position of fallin' in love
 If I could, I would drink my troubles down the drain
 But I don't wanna drink alone today
 I'll drop the act of adolescence and I'll play a new part
 I'll try to find where my voice went
 And I'll stop breakin' my own heart
 I'll laugh along, I'll sing the songs you wanna hear
 Let me in, oh, let me near
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there, oh
 I found myself fakin' a smile
 And makin' time to shake a hand for a livin'
 I dropped my mind somewhere on the one line
 And didn't realize 'til I cried on Thanksgiving
 The seasons change, the reasons always stay the same
 I still have so many songs to name
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there
 Maybe it's a memory or I read it in a magazine
 But I swear I'd see your faces staring up at me
 Maybe this song is self-aware
 And I'm singin' here and you're standin' there
 Waitin' for the show to go on
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh
 Honestly, it's a shit show, my God
 But it's this show, I want to be there, oh