Better Way To Go

I just came from the guru's website
 I'm still washing off the smell
 Man, why don't he just go on TV
 And tell us all, "Give up or go to hell"
 I was only looking if they had something to say
 Lately it has been hard to get through my day
 I was looking for something I just don't know
 I've been looking for a better way to go
 Because there's something missing deep inside me
 That's as common as the rain
 I'm long on good intentions
 But I've got zero tolerance for pain
 And in this, I'm like everyone I find
 We try, it's so hard to just be kind
 And the ones we love, sometimes we hurt them so
 So we're looking for a better way to go
 I'm going crazy
 With the sirens from the past
 Am I too lazy
 to lash my sorry ass to the mast?
 Everyday, I lose another chunk of myself
 Everyday there's more junk upon my shelf
 And the biggest joke of all
 Is the one that we all know
 Time is the only road
 Everyone knows where it goes
 I don't want a destination different from the rest
 I don't want to win because I tried my best
 I only hope there is somebody there to know
 And so please help me find a better way to go