Til I Die

Lately I've been caught up in my feelings
 'Cause I was moving way up, no ceiling
 I grabbed a chance heaven sent
 It ain't been the same ever since, yeah
 I'm waking up, sweating every morning
 Fighting myself in my dream, I'm my own opponent
 Every now and then I pop a pill to numb it down
 Voice inside my head, I need to turn it down, yeah
 Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping
 Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping
 One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different
 The way I envision my future ambitions
 Chips on the table, I raise to the max
 Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags
 Riding the wave I create on my own
 I'ma jump in and give it all
 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 They be like, "Aye, Jay, where the hell you going?"
 I'm like, "Aye, you know?"
 But don't be really knowing
 What's the end goal?
 I'm just focused on us growing
 Necklace iced out
 Boy, it's looking like it snowing
 But one thing I know is take it to the top
 Either that or we die trying
 Every verse I write, I gotta make it hot
 Brains over brawn, gotta Einstein
 It's in hindsight but can't attain the dream
 Gotta put in way, way more work
 Fuck the bull shit, make it with the team
 Everybody got their own worth
 I ain't there yet, but I'm making my way
 Fuck the haters, you can doubt me
 I don't really care what you say
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 They all wonder why
 It's probably 'cause I see my vision going past the sky
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 They all wonder why
 It's probably 'cause I see my vision going past the sky
 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 Way too many evils smiling on me
 Way too many people doubting on me, yeah
 They don't see what I be painting
 Never chasing money, but I'm still getting famous
 Filling out my bucket list
 I ain't even noticed I got nothing left
 Not settling for anything that don't deserve my time, yeah
 Can't take away my light, yeah
 Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping
 Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping
 One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different
 The way I envision my future ambitions
 Chips on the table, I raise to the max
 Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags
 Riding the wave I create on my own
 I'ma jump in and give it all
 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
 I'ma do this 'til I die
 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die
 I'ma do this 'til I die