Broken Again

Gotta move on
 Gotta let go
 Would've opened my eyes, if I would've known
 After all of this time
 Took my heart to mend
 That I'd turn around, and it'd be broken again
 They told me to see the glass half full cause some see it as half empty
 I chose to see the glass twice the size it needed to be
 Smashed it against the wall in the kitchen
 On the floor going through withdrawals I was itchin'
 She rescued me, my heroine to the end
 But then she morphed into heroin in a syringe
 Around my bicep, I would tie a shoestring
 Tap! five times to find a vein in there
 Squeeze 7cc's so I could see the seven seas
 And CC all my friends so they could see what I was seeing
 But what they saw was a despicable human being
 So, I guess they just wasn't seeing what I was seeing
 Convert two into one and an invisible plan
 To discover what dreams may come for this invisible man
 Sentimental education, beautiful weather
 Dam was constantly catching fire
 Richard Pryor
 Her skin deteriorated
 Family infuriated by the myriad of tracks but my train never came
 So humiliated, started begging for change
 Failed rehabilitation so the scars still remain
 Nice clothes became frayed
 So isolated and afraid
 I smell like a animal my teeth enamel decayed and
 I'm relocated in Alabama now
 That Maalox and Mylanta now
 And it won't stop the burn
 Constantly searching for the answers how
 I could kiss the sky without enhancing
 But, it's so hard to learn