Alone

3 AM and I can't sleep
 (Can't sleep, nah)
 Feels like I'm swimming in the deep
 (In the deep, yeah)
 Had a little too much to drink
 (Much to drink, yeah)
 Making it kinda hard to think
 And I'm scrolling through my phone now
 (Watch me scroll, yeah)
 Trying to see who is home now
 (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
 I don't wanna be by myself
 (By myself, nah)
 But I need to be by myself
 (By myself, so...)
 I guess I'll just ride alone
 I guess I'll just ride alone
 I guess I'm alright alone
 I guess I'm alright alone
 I guess I'll just ride alone
 I guess I'll just ride alone
 But I still remember when
 You used to ride along
 We were just a picture on tilt
 (On tilt, yeah)
 Took your picture off the window sill
 (Window sill, yeah)
 Put it in a box in the back
 (In the back back)
 Memories are fading into black
 (Into black black)
 Rose pedals settle on the ground
 (On the ground, yeah)
 Slow motion as they fall down
 (Falling down, yeah)
 Living in the past for a moment
 (Yeah yeah)
 Is what I need to do to move onward
 (Yeah, so...)
 I guess you'll just ride alone
 I guess you'll just ride alone
 I guess you're alright alone
 I guess you're alright alone
 I guess you'll just ride alone
 I guess you'll just ride alone
 But do you remember when
 I used to ride along
 I guess I'll just ride alone
 I guess I'll just ride alone
 I guess I'm alright alone
 I guess I'm alright alone
 I guess you'll just ride alone
 I guess you'll just ride alone
 But do you remember when
 I used to ride along
 If I tell you how I feel
 Will you tell me how you feel now
 (Will you tell me how you feel now? Can I do that? Yeah)
 Better late than never if
 It can be forever somehow
 (Somehow, someway, yeah... ugh, yeah yeah)
 Feel us falling far apart
 Reaching back is it too late
 (Is it too late? Yeah, ugh, yeah yeah)
 Think we need to be alone
 But what if we're making a mistake
 (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
 I guess we'll just ride alone
 I guess we'll just ride alone
 I guess we're alright alone
 I guess we're alright alone
 I guess we'll just ride alone
 I guess we'll just ride alone
 But do you remember when
 We used to ride along
 And now I'm solo
 Feeling solo
 Hit me like a low blow
 Went from so good to so so
 So I'm so so fucked up
 Off that jack and I'm gone
 Cuz you're gone
 Feels wrong but it's right
 And I might have text
 Have sex and regrets
 And you're spending the night
 And what's next is fight
 And we both feel spite and
 Despite that we right back it
 And then we back out
 Like a black out