I must apologise

I never wanted to cause doubt in your mind
 I'm not acting the way I think you'd like
 We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid
 If only you knew the way I felt inside
 On that night
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 Your paranoia, it happens all the time
 And that's 'cause lying's a big problem of mine
 But I still do it, now I'm by myself again
 I tell so many that I can't see them end
 So I said
 If I could, I would make amends
 Today, I wrote a list of them
 The way it starts, the way it ends
 I signed my name in marker pen (yeah)
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 I must apologise
 Before I end the night
 It's not a gamе, I want to change
 These days, it doesn't feel the same
 The way it did some years before
 I've lost so much, I'll lose some more
 I'm not able (ble-ble)
 To tell you what you need, it's a shame 'cause
 They say I should be honest more, one day, I'm sure
 I'll figure out the reason I was telling lies for
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 I must apologise
 Before I end the night