i'm not crying you're crying

I'm so sorry that you're seeing me this way
 I promise you I'm never like this
 The blind hysteria was never on my face
 I'd never shed a tear so violent
 Hey, oh, I'm totally fine
 I wasn't cryin', I wasn't crying
 Hey, oh, I totally lied
 I swear I'm tryin', I swear I'm trying!
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 Fake apologies are rain on a cloudless day
 And I don't think I've ever seen a sky so clear
 'Cause I'm miserable, you think that you have to stay
 But you don't have to
 No, you don't have to
 Hey, oh, I'm totally fine
 I wasn't cryin', I wasn't crying
 Hey, oh, I totally lied
 I swear I'm tryin', I swear I'm trying!
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 So, what if I sat with you
 And told you what I've been going through?
 This feeling is way too new
 Would you listen to me? Listen to
 Or would you watch my words as they leave my lips
 And tell me how you're sorry for me?
 As if you ever even cared
 Do you want things to be like this forever?
 You're doing this to yourself
 'Cause I don't think you're trying hard enough
 You're not trying hard enough!
 Hey, oh, I'm totally fine
 I wasn't cryin', I wasn't crying
 Hey, oh, I totally lied
 But now you're tryin', oh, now you're trying!