Not Me Anymore

Falling asleep with you laying on my shoulder
 Voices in my head keeping me awake
 Trying their best to convince me
 You're the only thing making me wanna run away
 They say it's always better if you leave it all out on the table
 But every time I think about it, I don't even know how to tell ya
 Lately, all my feelings tend to go where they want
 Maybe that's why she said I never seem to give it my all
 And I wish I could change my mind when she told me
 "I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for
 'Cause it's not me anymore"
 Falling again for another special moment
 Hoping it'll last like a guarantee
 What I wouldn't give just to go back to the moment
 Before everything changed inside of me
 They say it's always better if you leave it all out on the table
 But every time I think about it, I don't even know how to tell ya
 Lately, all my feelings tend to go where they want
 Maybe that's why she said I never seem to give it my all
 And I wish I could change my mind when she told me
 "I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for
 'Cause it's not me anymore"
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 (And I wish I could change my mind)
 Lately, all my feelings tend to go where they want
 Maybe that's why she said I never seem to give it my all
 And I wish I could change my mind when she told me
 "I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for
 'Cause it's not me anymore"
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 (And every time I think about it, I don't even know how to tell ya)