Almost Always Better (Almost Always Worse)

I still think about what you said
 I still hear it ring in my head
 I'm counting the colors I haven't bled
 Warming the layers I haven't shed
 Recurring dreams of a place in time
 Where I wake up and I'm feeling fine
 Resurface the mental dichotomy
 Of what's ahead or in front of me
 The face you make when I humor you
 The space I take when I fill a room
 Overstimulation, without hesitation
 I'm running in circles around you
 Guess I'll never win
 Guess I'm a hypocrite
 It came flooding in
 I still wanted it
 I still think about what you said
 I still hear it ring in my head
 I'm watching your colors in infrared
 Playing you like a marionette
 Again, again, again.
 Do you hear that?
 That's the sound of me minding my own damn business
 Yeah, do you hear that?
 That's the sound of me taking my own advice
 But I could take a rope and run it
 Through the spaces in your mind and pull it tight
 And I could weigh you down with all the
 Asphalt pumping through my veins, only if you'd like
 'Cause I like you, I really like you
 So I'll spare you, I'll spare you the details
 Again, again