Sister Charles Marie

Why the fuck would I wait for you
 If you never waited for me
 You said I pulled you down so far underground
 That you could barely breathe to cry out
 To an ex-best-friend, true friends or lovers
 Well maybe it's time to step free
 You say you wanted a future but in the end
 Where the fucks my future?
 I walk right into this crowded room
 Highlights of blooded boiled in my skin
 I guess I'm to blame
 Got to high to understand your words
 Got to drunk stumbled and just slurred
 Fuck this might seem so embarrassing
 Reading on Hawking's how to travel in time
 Then I could figure out wrong from right
 What if I never met you?
 And when you lay your head down tonight
 Do you still think of me like I still think of you