Thanatopsis

I remember the day
 When you decided to walk away
 The hate inside escaped
 Showed me my fate
 Took my serenity in vain
 Nothing to hold
 I'm looking at myself
 With nothing there to see
 But my empty reflection
 Looking back, back at me
 This is my life
 What did you expect
 The years of disgrace
 My world of regret
 FOR this is my moment
 TO show all my pain
 It ATE through my heart
 For THREE lifetimes of hate
 I bleed through my words
 I scream from my hurt
 I wish you were here
 Laying beside me, in the dirt
 Nothing will fill me
 Like the way you fill a grave
 And I don't think
 Anything will make
 My memory of you fade
 Here is my moment
 Eternal in guise
 Alone in this darkness
 To rethink my life
 Here is my voice
 Ever silent I speak
 Remember this voice
 Listen as you grow weak
 This is my life
 What did you expect
 The years of disgrace
 My world of regret
 FOR this is my moment
 TO show all my pain
 It ATE through my heart
 For THREE lifetimes of hate
 hate