Lying To Myself

I'm tired and I cannot breathe
 You hold me close in your arms
 The suffocation's seizing me
 I'm feeling cold, I need your warmth
 Breaking, it's killing me slowly
 Feeling stuck now 'cause we're just so lonely
 I'm insecure, I'm insecure now
 With all my foes and all my hoes around
 I'm insecure, I'm insecure now, oh-whoa
 Hey, if you're wondering what's bothering me
 I can tell you so persistently tomorrow
 I can't be lying to myself with the sorrow
 Hey, tell me something that I couldn't believe
 Trapped inside myself, it's harder to heave and grovel
 I can't be lying to myself with the sorrow
 Uh, yeah, don't kill my vibe, yeah, don't kill my vibe
 I need to shine, yeah, I need to shine, yeah (lit)
 Don't kill my vibe
 I'm on the grind, yeah, I'm on the grind, yeah
 'Cause I'm on the rise, don't kill my vibe, yeah
 Don't kill my vibe, don't kill my vibe, yeah
 I don't wanna be drinking anymore
 I don't wanna speak 'cause you cannot afford
 Bitch, I don't need you, so I ignore
 Sitting by shore, sipping on my soar
 I don't wanna be smoking anymore
 I don't need, but I'm toxic than you so
 Baby, will please leave me alone?
 Just me, myself and I can't do this no more
 So, baby, let's just call it end, I tried, but now I'm tired again
 You may, but I don't feel the same
 Nah, you and I don't make a blend
 Baby, let's just call it end, I tried, but now I'm tired again
 You may, but I don't feel the same
 Nah, you and I don't make a blend, nah
 Oh no, oh no, I don't need the blame anymore
 Oh no, oh no, I don't need you anymore (anymore)
 I don't need this anymore, I don't need you anymore (anymore)
 Anymore
 Hey, if you're wondering what's bothering me
 I can tell you so persistently tomorrow
 I can't be lying to myself with the sorrow
 Hey, tell me something that I couldn't believe
 Trapped inside myself, it's harder to heave and grovel
 I can't be lying to myself with the sorrow
 Now that you're gone
 I'm all on my own
 Baby, was I wrong?