Trying Times

Every day's been a bad day
 For so long
 And I for one am afraid
 Things just aren't the same
 And change has
 Never felt so scary
 Start with the good news
 Ain't got much time
 If that's the good news
 What's the bad news?
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 Upstairs is where my friends are
 All laughing away
 We just sat there in your car
 Parked in the driveway
 I saw lights from my window
 Every so often
 Walked by but I really don't
 Wanna deal with questions
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 Every day's been a bad day
 For so long
 And I for one am afraid
 Things just aren't the same
 And change has
 Never felt so strange
 Proved right but hope I'm wrong
 And I turned my phone back on
 No one noticed me gone
 These are pains that don't just go away
 With a good dream or the passing days
 All these passing days just kill me
 These are trying times
 But I'm not even trying
 You could say I'm fine
 But I don't feel like lying
 When the night rolls through
 And you need me too
 You already know
 I could never say no
 These are trying times
 But I'm not even
 I'm not even
 This is the wrong time
 For something right to happen
 Those dreams are back that
 You hate but I kept having
 It was just you killing me
 At some creek down the street
 And our neighbors all cheered
 From the little they'd seen
 These are trying times
 But I'm not even trying