To Pick Ourselves Up

Believe me I have tried
 But I can't turn back time
 Just look at this from different side
 And you could change your mind
 We were on this ship together
 When the storm came over
 We were there on the pouring night
 Searching for the lighthouse
 Hoping for a safe place to hide our hearts
 How could this happen to us?
 It's time to pick ourselves up
 We didn't even try to fight
 Was it worth it?
 Ship is sinking
 And the water is rising
 Will we find a safe place?
 Our fucking lighthouse
 Or we'll end up as castaways
 You may think
 That I have given up
 And you may think
 I let us drown, but this is not the end
 We didn't even try to fight
 Was it worth it?
 This ship is sinking
 And the water is rising
 You may think that I've already given up
 You may think that I let us drown
 You may think this is all over now
 But it's time
 To pick ourselves up
 Take everything that we've already had
 And burn it down to the ground
 Take the ashes, shatter them across the shore
 Let those waves take me whole
 Or save me before I drown
 You were always my lighthouse
 You were always my leading light