Time

Sitting back just thinking about the lives I've touched
 The hearts and minds through my lines, rhymes and such
 Try to fill the void they can't seem to get enough
 Up the open road, hit the stage such a rush
 But sometimes I lime light just think by [?]
 To outshine the darkside that I disgust
 Makes my teeth grind and choice making my life rough
 Feels like handcuffs makes it hard to stand tough
 So outta place, so outta patience, so outta touch
 Just need a break, some safe haven with any luck
 I break away from this endless days of gray stuff
 Life against the grain, turn the page, turn this up
 Where did the time go? x3
 Tell me where did the time go?
 If you could see inside me
 All these things that terrorize me
 Always there to still reminds me
 That I can't never be someone like you
 (I can't never be someone like you)
 The sorrows of my life help to ease the pain anothers
 They can sense it in my voice, all the rain and thunder
 All the strain, all the shame, all the stress I'm under
 It makes for better songs, scream emotions when you suffer
 All these lyrics, each and every word is therapy
 Spilling my soul on the paper, then through speakers to set it free
 But honestly I'm just a self tortured anomy
 And terribly damning myself to second guess and all of me
 Oftenly complicated and jaded, so plain to see
 Orchestrated chaos it's I'll ever be
 I'm a lot harmony lost from the darkest antacid
 Tossed in deepest oceans, civilization so outta reach