Blind (feat. Spooky Black & Bobby Raps)

I want to feel your heartbeat against my face
 I want to hear your heartbeat from your chest
 I need to know, baby if you want it too
 I need to know, baby if you love me too
 Run my fingers through your hair
 All the while your unaware
 How could you not know by the way I showed my love to you
 And how did I not know how close the demons were to you
 Regret mistakes and show my feelings through expressive faces
 Will I make it through this depressive state?
 Shit, I guess we'll wait and see
 At least the things I wanted to believe
 They'll say the truth will set you free maybe someday I'll feel relieved
 Or take like 29 Tylonol, try to drive a car, off a bridge
 Drowning with a broken spinal cord
 My mind contorts, in wild forms
 To try and calm these violent thoughts, that I have got
 I hate this, I'm extra anxious
 Life isn't a bitch, life is a waitress
 Get it served how you ordered no complaining
 I'm just trying make tips, get some game quick
 Then tell all the homies that I break bread with all the same shit
 Go ahead, get defensive I'm the plaintiff
 What's understood fully does not really need explaining
 Starting to lose my patience, yet again
 People coming up to me like we was cool but we were never friends
 Slamming doors in they face don't let em in