Mandarin

I can still remember you once loved me
 Forget i never were
 what can i say what can i do
 to make it go away
 thank you for the condescende
 to stop and say hello
 somebody is pouring me a drink
 drunk and all alone
 i am tearing myself into pieces
 even tough i never fall
 i am counting every hour
 making sure i'm still around
 i wish i could be more like you
 than i always see things through
 when i wake up smiling and everything's just
 alright
 i think i've lived five years these past two
 months
 stumble to my feet
 what kind of place is in this world
 not even knowing where i am
 and my body takes a rest here
 thanks you for the answers
 a stranger pours my drink again
 drunk and all alone
 i am tearing myself into pieces
 even tough i never fall
 i am counting every hour
 making sure i'm still around
 i wish i could be more like you
 than i always see things through
 when i wake up smiling and everything's just
 alright, to me
 it's alright, to me
 it's alright, to me
 that you have more to say
 that you have more to say
 and i've walked alone
 instructions follow me again
 put me in my place
 back against the wall
 well i'm so sorry i'm still boring
 you've got something that ignores me
 i'm tearing myself into pieces
 even tough i never fall
 i am counting every hour
 making sure i'm still around
 i wish i could be more like you
 than i always see things through
 when i wake up smiling
 when i wake up smiling (smile and dream)
 when i wake up smiling (smile and dream)
 when i wake up smiling (smile and dream)
 when i wake up smiling (smile and dream)
 smile and dream