Hijacked

Hey Sorry you won't be able to reach me for a while
 I'm just-
 I'm going through something
 Everything's uncertain now
 Still have no identity
 I don't know what I'm on, yeah
 Well - I don't wanna freak you out
 I reach out to my younger self
 Just wanna make her proud, yeah
 I missed your call
 I won't call back
 Cause- Cause my brain gets hijacked
 I- I don't know if I'm okay
 What's going on
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 Thought that I'd be better now
 No answers to your questions
 Who the fuck am I to know, yeah
 Well- I don't think it matters though
 I wake up every morning
 Thinking I won't make it through, yeah
 I missed your call
 I won't call back
 Cause- Cause my brain gets hijacked
 I- I don't know if I'm okay
 What's going on
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 You're sitting on my doorstep
 At 3AM
 You're too afraid to ask
 How I really am
 I don't say a word
 Just stay quiet
 You're lighting up the dark
 With your cigarette
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate
 I am trapped in a game
 That I can't win
 When I'm hiding
 I am sick of playing
 But my fate won't participate