Close To Me

I've waited hours for this,
 I've made myself so sick
 I wish I'd stayed asleep today,
 I never thought this day would end
 I never thought tonight could ever be
 This close to me
 Just try to see in the dark,
 Just try to make it work,
 To feel the fear before you're here
 I make the shapes come much too close,
 I pull my eyes out,
 Hold my breath,
 And wait until I shake
 But if I had your faith,
 Then I could make it safe and clean
 If only I was sure,
 That my head on the door was a dream
 I've waited hours for this,
 I've made myself so sick,
 I wish I'd stayed asleep today
 I never thought this day would end,
 I never thought tonight could ever be
 This close to me
 But if I had your face,
 Then I could make it safe and clean
 If only I was sure,
 That my head on the door, Was a dream
 But if I had your faith,
 Then I could make it safe and clean
 If only I was sure,
 That my head on the door, Was a dream
 yeah-eh If I had your face
 then I could make it safe and clean
 If you only I was sure
 That my head on the door was a dream
 If i had your faith
 If i had your faith
 If I I I I I I...
 Oh if I was sure that my head on the door was a dream (fading)
 END