Hold On

I'm talking to myself again
 It's never lonely
 Thoughts keep me company
 Long hours with my digital friends
 Who cannot know me
 I lie down lonely
 It's hard to balance the numbness of feeling alone
 I hope to meet you in this life
 But what if I don't
 I'm trying to balance the scales between the hardness and hope
 Maybe I
 Maybe I should hold on
 It can be difficult
 The wait keeps me so long
 It doesn't have to feel like the end
 I want to hold you near my dear
 Feelings console me
 I need consoling
 Long walks with my closest friend
 Who sees within me
 But I'm still lonely
 It's hard to balance the numbness of feeling alone
 I hope to meet you in this life
 But what if I don't
 I'm trying to balance the scales between the hardness and hope
 Maybe I
 Maybe I should hold on
 It can be difficult
 The wait keeps me so long
 It doesn't have to feel like the end
 Help me
 See where
 It doesn't have to feel like the end
 The journey
 I'm on
 It doesn't have to feel like the end
 Maybe I should hold on
 It can be difficult
 The wait keeps me so long
 It doesn't have to feel like the end