Birthdaze

Feels like my birthday today, and those are the worst days
 If it's a race for the end, then why come in first place?
 I've seen a fork in the road, I chose the third way
 I'll suckie duckie quack quack, sun shading dark rays
 Life hand me cherries on top, cool whip and ice cream
 Q you can't keep it together, you don't like nice things?
 What are you here for?
 Why you ain't here more, man?
 I'm always down for a ride, I need to steer more
 Say what you want, genius savants
 Another when to the when, like leafs in the park
 To share a clause at the brain and pits at the heart
 Less shame
 Tip to the shadows, like theifs in the dark
 Deport
 And I'm weak
 Shit been on my mind all week
 All month, All year
 All year?
 Aw yeah, shit
 Find me a purpose for now, learn the reasons for then
 Might make a plan for the next, might let the world spin
 Same old hip hop, forget me nots
 Props to Biggie and Pac, the call and response, hold up
 This is my moment for silence this here's a celebration
 I need a place I can write in and rent some room for patience
 I can't just be fucked up, this has to be The Matrix
 They say "boy, you got a gift," I say "well, here, you take it"
 Feels like my birthday today, and those are the worst days
 If it's a race for the end, then why come in first place?
 I've seen a fork in the road, I chose the third way
 I'll suckie duckie quack quack, sun shading dark rays
 Shit been on my mind all week
 And I'm weak, and I'm weak