Anybody Have a Map?

Have you been writing those letters to yourself?
 "Dear Evan Hansen
 This is gonna be a good day and here's why"
 I started one
 Those letters are important, honey
 They're gonna help you build your confidence!
 I guess
 Can we try to have an optimistic outlook, huh?
 Can we buck up just enough to see the world won't fall apart?
 Maybe this year we decide we're not giving up before we've tried
 This year we make a new start
 Hey, I know
 You can go around today and ask the other kids to sign your cast
 How 'bout that?
 Perfect
 I'm proud of you already
 Oh, good
 Another stellar conversation for the scrapbook
 Another stumble as I'm reaching for the right thing to say
 I'm kinda coming up empty
 I can't find my way to you
 Does anybody have a map?
 Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?
 I don't know if you can tell
 But this is me just pretending to know
 So where's the map?
 I need a clue
 'Cause the scary truth is
 I'm flyin' blind
 I'm making this up as I go
 It's your senior year, Connor
 You are not missing the first day
 I already said I'd go tomorrow
 He doesn't listen
 Look at him
 He's probably high
 He's definitely high
 I don't want you going to school high, Connor
 Perfect, so then I won't go
 Thanks, mom!
 Another masterful attempt ends with disaster
 Interstate's already jammed
 Pour another cup of coffee
 And watch it all crash and burn
 Connor finished the milk!
 It's a puzzle, it's a maze
 I've tried to steer through it a million ways
 But each day is another wrong turn
 I better head out
 If Connor's not ready, I'm leaving without him
 Does anybody have a map? (Anybody have a map?)
 Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?
 I don't know if you can tell
 But this is me just pretending to know
 So where's the map?
 I need a clue
 'Cause the scary truth is
 I'm flyin' blind
 I'm flyin' blind
 I'm flyin' blind
 I'm flyin'
 I'm flyin' blind
 And I'm making this up as I go
 As I go