Who I Am Right Now

A long story of breaks and bends
 Full of chapters
 I never thought would end
 I flooded gardens with wasted tears
 And I watched it all disappear
 I took the path of most resistance
 Stumbled onto self forgiveness
 But I'm still anxious by default
 And I'm tryin' to make sense of it all
 If my plans had all gone perfect
 My heart would've never had to grow from hurtin'
 And if I never started searchin'
 I'd still be somewhere out there floatin' on the surface
 If I never took the long way around
 I wouldn't be who I am right now
 Oh, oh
 Oh oh, oh, oh
 All the signs that I ignored
 Are turning colours I never saw before
 I see my rise through all my faults
 And I wouldn't change it at all
 If my plans had all gone perfect
 My heart would've never had to grow from hurtin'
 And if I never started searchin'
 I'd still be somewhere out there floatin' on the surface
 If I never took the long way around
 I wouldn't be who I am right now
 Oh, oh
 Oh, oh, oh, oh
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 If my plans had all gone perfect
 My heart would've never had to grow from hurtin'
 And if I never started searchin'
 I'd still be somewhere out there floatin' on the surface
 If I never took the long way around
 I wouldn't be who I am right now
 Oh, oh
 Oh, oh, oh, oh
 Oh, oh, oh, oh
 Oh, oh, oh, oh