Starvved

For countless moons I've been inscribing
 The emptiness inside grows steadily
 I'm contemplating as I'm writhing
 This can't be happening
 This feels like death's upon me
 I can't accept that
 I would go back in time but
 I could lose my mind all over again
 I'm not quite feeling really good now
 What sorcery what sorcery is this
 It's not the same it's totally different
 How to describe it so
 Starved
 Famished
 Lost
 Banished
 Voracious
 Impatient
 Impetuous, impervious
 Insatiable, insufferable, unstoppable
 What does not kill me makes me stronger
 What does not make me stronger truly sets me off
 This is unlike anything I've encountered before
 I don't know what I'm gonna do
 I would trade anything for this I renounce my immortality
 I will find a way I will start today
 I simply can't take this anymore
 The tunnel's light is quickly fading
 Can't comprehend what this will mean for you
 I persevere despite condition
 I've never been quite so
 This is the worst that's ever happened
 I've had enough I've had it up to here
 That means I'm left with but one option
 Indulge or say goodbye