Free Fall

I never thought I'd be so self-sufficient
 I never thought I'd be a workaholic
 I've been swallowed up and hollowed out
 And now I have no peace of mind, no solace
 Here comes the water works again
 Some way to fill the Thames
 One day, I'll have some friends
 Bills come, pocket full of lint
 I'm hoping I can win some
 Hoping I'll descend
 And I go down, down, down, down, down
 Wait for the crash and hit the ground
 Free when I'm under pressure, whether it's fight or win, sink or swim
 I don't wanna be a blesser, I just want Vicodin, a minor sin
 Just plain relief to carry me (uh-huh)
 I'm in free fall, free fall, free fall (uh-huh)
 Fall
 Evidently, nothing ever happens
 And the world is made of businessmen
 Everybody's wearing smart attire
 So I'm in good company, and then
 I go down, down, down, down, down
 Wait for the crash and hit the ground
 Free when I'm under pressure, whether it's fight or win, sink or swim
 I don't wanna be a blesser, I just want Vicodin, a minor sin
 Just plain relief to carry me (uh-huh)
 I'm in free fall, free fall, free fall (uh-huh)
 Fall
 Pay bills, money kills, no idea how I'm gonna get my next meal
 Few skills, make a deal with the devil if I wanna settle down, wanna bill
 Billy No-mates, Mister Lonely, Mister Kiss ask for the check, I'm a phony
 Lose a bad taste, don't gorge me
 I'm already gone, you don't need to throw me
 Free when I'm under pressure (been under pressure), whether it's fight or win, sink or swim
 I don't wanna be a blesser, I just want Vicodin, a minor sin
 Just plain relief to carry me (uh-huh)
 I'm in free fall, free fall, free fall (uh-huh) (free)
 Fall
 Free when I'm under pressure, whether it's fight or win, sink or swim
 I don't wanna be a blesser, I just want Vicodin, a minor sin
 Just plain relief (uh-huh) (plain relief) to carry me
 I'm in free fall, free fall, free fall
 Fall
 Free when I'm under pressure (I'm un'-, I'm un'-, I'm un'-)
 I just want-, ay-ay-ay (I'm un'-, I'm un'-, I'm un'-, I'm un'-)
 (I'm un'-, I'm un'-, I'm un'-)