Schizophrenia in Reverse

My body's aching
 My heart is aching
 My soul is aching
 But my head is numb
 And it's truly fortunate
 That every fall is so fucking hard
 It's like shooting up smack
 Wiped out like a retard
 But what's another humiliation when all hope is dead
 It's better to smile with dead eyes
 And sing-along instead
 FEAR NO MORE
 THE DEATH THEY'RE BRINGING
 HEAR NO MORE
 THEIR VOICES SINGING
 END THIS LIFE
 AND LIFT THIS CURSE
 SCHIZOPHRENIA IN RETHEY'RE WATCHING EVERY STEP I TAKE
 EVERY MOVE I MAKE
 EVERY MISTAKE
 MY DELUSION IS CENSORED
 THE TRUTH IS SO MUCH WORSE
 SCHIZOPHRENIA IN REIt's a public humiliation
 A one-liner
 A punchline
 For the crowd to laugh hysterically as I go down
 Now I am lost in the abyss of my mind
 Re-living nightmares stuck on repeat
 Crucified upside down