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I never know how to say what I really mean
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 I never know how to say what I really mean
 What I really mean, I can never say
 I never know how to say what I really mean
 What I really mean, I can never say, I can never say
 I can never say (I can never say)
 It really never hit me until the point I had to lock down
 Shadows casting dread
 Side-step them to the point I trip myself
 Stand up
 Joints all up in my digits help me feel myself
 Thoughts dance in my head
 Even saying that's incorrect
 I can't analyze my stupid riddle ass God complex
 Yeah, I'm a schizo that's okay (schizo that's okay)
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 I wish I could see the light and I still do
 (If you say so, don't say so, I say so) darling, I don't feel the same and I don't know why
 Remember I can't forget
 Still living on in my head
 Remember I can't forget
 Still living on in my head
 We said we'd never lose our love
 But was it ever really our love?
 I really had to eat my ignorance
 Don't run away from me
 I never know how to say what I really mean
 I never know how to say what I really mean
 What I really mean, I can never say
 What I really mean, I can never say
 What I really mean, I can never say
 What I really mean, I can never say
 I can never say (I can never say)