4am

I dont even know who the fuck i am anymore
 I read that text 4am and my phone hit the floor
 You messaged me recently
 Saying you like all my music
 And how your so proud of me
 Like "how do you do this?"
 You never showed an interest before
 So surely you're not on your bullshit
 Or atleast so i thought
 So we called for two hours
 I showed you all my songs
 It went good and not sour
 So i assumed somethings wrong
 Wont you just tell me what the problem is
 Tell me all your issues
 Saying that its me
 Im guarenteeing that its just you
 I was doing fine
 Before you came into my life
 Now u fucked it all up
 With those u up texts at night
 But ive been here before
 Now its 4am
 Im staring at my wall
 Im just laying in bed
 Wishing i was dead
 Cause everything you said
 Stays inside my head