Eyes Wide Open

I'm so selfish, I don't even give a damn if you live
 I can't be patient in the silence, you won't even believe
 I also thought you were my virus, and know it's in me
 My heart been closed and my eyes open, I can follow the lead
 See me acting like a lunatic, a whisper in my head
 Sometimes I feel like giving up, and since I'm losing my hair
 I see a ghost up in my bedroom with the boots on a chair
 He's looking at me with a grin, and got intention to scare
 I'm friends with Satan, and gave him everything, I'm empty now
 I have to listen, and draw them circles, I am low and down
 It's all a treason, and I am running out of alibi
 Darkness is my only vibe, killed inside and paralyzed
 I like to see you fail
 I love to see the pain
 Oh, can you feel the shame?
 I'll dig your fucking grave