Endless Riots

On my own, stuck in disarray (disarray)
 Killing time 'til I know I'll end up grey
 Cloudy eyes, smile on my face
 When it fades away I know what waits
 Now I'm up against the wall, up against the wall
 Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
 Up against the wall, up against the wall
 Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
 You're lost and you can't hide it
 Why can't I face the silence?
 On and on and on, I made something
 On and on and on, outta nothing
 Defined by my defiance
 My thoughts are endless riots
 On and on and on, I made something
 On and on and on, outta nothing
 See the face of someone else in my reflection
 Is it me or a vision of depression?
 Craving joy is becoming my obsession
 I can't get enough
 Up against the wall, up against the wall
 Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
 Up against the wall, up against the wall
 Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
 You're lost and you can't hide it
 Why can't I face the silence?
 On and on and on, I made something
 On and on and on, outta nothing
 Defined by my defiance
 My thoughts are endless riots
 On and on and on, I made something
 On and on and on, outta nothing
 I'm just a fragile disaster
 Dreaming in black and blue, ah
 Why can't I face the silence? (Silence)
 You're lost and you can't hide it
 Why can't I face the silence?
 On and on and on, I made something
 On and on and on, outta nothing
 Defined by my defiance
 My thoughts are endless riots
 On and on and on, I made something
 On and on and on, outta nothing
 On and on and on (I made nothing)