Soul Searchin

Yeah I see some of y'all out here soul searchin' tryna find ya selves
 I just want you to know you ain't the only one
 (Reedukay Beatz Boi) we gone make it through
 Reedukay yeah yeah (Reedukay Beatz Boi) (Reedukay Beatz Boi)
 So many thoughts racin' in my mind like NASCAR
 You say you shinin' but you burnin' like a shootin' star
 You followin' the ways of the world and that ain't who you are
 I mean when your dad passed it really just kind of threw you off
 Didn't know how to handle it time passed and now you lost
 With so much on yo mind drinkin' that liquor to take it off
 Smokin' on cigarettes and marijuana cough cough
 Turn into somethin' stronger on meth now the pain won't stop
 All that cocaine in yo veins it just feels like an IV drop
 I mean at this point you really done tried it all
 But you way too deep in that sea swimmin' with Jaws
 You always judgin' others not lookin' at yo own flaws
 You went from being on top to the bottom with the rocks
 And the fam don't wanna see you
 Out of the picture you've been cropped
 But they still got faith in you hopin' one day you will stop
 With so much goin' on all these tears, they just drop
 You was on the right track wonderin' now where you fell off
 Feelin' weak when you use to be stronger than an Ox yeah
 It's a long road but it's longer if you gotta walk
 And you kind of traded in who you are just for the gwap
 You've been feelin' lonely but you ain't never alone
 Cause see God been callin' waitin' on you to pick up the phone
 He sayin' hello hello is anybody here?
 I know you think you got nobody but I'll always be there
 And I know it ain't all sunshine and rainbows
 In Kansas one day it be sunny next day its tornadoes
 See the sun shines another day
 And I'm hopin' that you find a better way to deal with all this pain
 But you only numbin' the feelin' the hurt don't go away
 And it's hard yeah I know it but I'm prayin' you keep yo faith
 I mean for a while you was doin' straight
 Just tryna figure out in this life
 Where you went astray so you can fix it
 And when you get heaven-sent he opens up his gates
 But it's hard with nothin' to lose no love just hate
 Got nobody to keep it real with you yeah it's all fake
 And your parents never taught you hard work so it's all play
 Drinkin' at 9 AM when you still got the whole day
 No matter how many times you lie said I know you got a full plate
 I'm here to tell you this ain't the way to handle this
 Road gone lead yo parents to yo funeral with candles lit
 They care you just cut'em off and started actin' scandalous
 Take that pain and find a different way to channel it
 Whatever guard you had up tear it down and dismantle it
 Don't know who I'm talkin' to the person I knew is vanishin'
 If you take a look around you've noticed
 The damage you've did kid
 I see some of y'all out here soul searchin' tryna find ya selves
 Ain't nobody perfect we all human being
 I just want you to know that we all make mistakes
 You ain't the only one don't worry
 I promise we gone make it through
 By any means necessary just keep ya faith
 And don't forget somebody always got it worse
 So when you get a chance to help somebody do so
 Cause you might be the one that need help one day
 And you never know who you gone need so treat people right
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