Amulet

If I could die tonight,
 I would not think twice.
 I would take the step
 right over the edge
 eternally, I have wondered why
 as all of the days go by,
 I'm always the one who gets left behind
 I'm always the one who gets left behind
 I can see, you've forgot about me
 I'm nothing more than a memory
 the ghost of half the man I used to be
 we fell apart in perfect symmetry.
 we fell apart in perfect symmetry
 am I nothing?
 More than a figment, of my own imagination
 never ending.
 Thought left circling in contemplation
 a wandering soul,
 without any destination
 am I despair?
 Am I despair
 I've developed infatuations
 intertwined by hallucinations they have become my only inspiration
 I realize life's foundation,
 has become manipulation
 no one really cares.
 a moment, I have waited for with such
 anticipation
 I'll exhale my last breath with no sense of hesitation
 my aura
 has lost
 all of it's illumination
 if you wish to vanish.
 follow my demonstration
 I can show you how to disappear
 I am nothing.
 more than a figment, of my own imagination
 never ending.
 thought left circling in contemplation
 a wandering soul, without any destination
 I am despair
 I am nothing
 I am despair.