Psychosis

Watch me as I fade away
 Dissipate
 Every day
 Falling further into gray
 Guess I'm shit out of luck
 As always
 Rotting away
 Counting the days
 Held against my will
 By myself
 Festering inside
 I can't cut you out
 Stuck in a rut
 I gave up everything
 Wasn't enough
 Bleed me dry
 What do you want
 I'll give you anything
 Just let me go
 I won't survive
 You'd think that
 Somewhere, someone
 Just one person
 Could understand the burden
 That lies deep below the surface
 I hear silence
 Nothing, no one
 No hand to hold
 Always alone
 Vivid visions
 I have memories hidden
 Nightmares do not compare
 I've lived through pain and fear
 I would never wish on another
 For every moment
 I hope you fucking suffer
 I will never recover
 Permanently a part of me
 You can't give until you take some
 I wasn't born a monster I became one
 Bow down to the great one
 I am king
 You are a fake one