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I've been on the low
 I been taking my time
 I feel like I'm out of my mind
 It feel like my life ain't mine
 I've been on the low
 I been taking my time
 I feel like I'm out of my mind
 It feel like my life ain't mine
 I don't wanna be alive
 I don't wanna be alive
 I just wanna die today
 I just wanna die
 All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
 I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
 And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
 I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
 I never had a place to call my own
 I never had a home, ain't nobody callin' my phone
 Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
 They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
 I've been on the low
 I been taking my time
 I feel like I'm out of my mind
 It feel like my life ain't mine
 I want you to be alive
 I want you to be alive
 You don't gotta die today
 Now lemme tell you why
 It's the very first breath
 When your head's been drowning underwater
 And it's the lightness in the air
 When you're there
 Chest to chest with a lover
 It's holding on, though the road's long
 And seeing light in the darkest things
 And when you stare at your reflection
 Finally knowing who it is
 I know that you'll thank God you did
 I know where you been, where you are, where you goin'
 I know you're the reason I believe in life
 What's the day without a little night?
 I'm just tryna shed a little light
 It can be hard
 It can be so hard
 But you gotta live right now
 You got everything to give right now
 I've been on the low
 I been taking my time
 I feel like I'm out of my mind
 It feel like my life ain't mine
 I finally wanna be alive
 I finally wanna be alive
 I don't wanna die today
 I don't wanna die
 Pain don't hurt the same, I know
 The lane I travel feels alone
 But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
 And I see my tears melt in the snow
 But I don't wanna cry
 I don't wanna cry anymore
 I wanna feel alive
 I don't even wanna die anymore
 Oh I don't wanna
 I don't wanna
 I don't even wanna die anymore