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You should have showed me
 A long long time ago
 Instead you kept it in your heart
 For those rough ass last sad ass days
 Meaning so much to a boy
 Oh he enjoyed those weekends
 Never lost his faith in you
 And never put you down
 Fuck no I feel shame
 As theyæ?®e stitching up your stomach
 Will I ever gain the power
 Or the sperm to be a better man
 Plastic forehead melts makeup on my lips
 Oh daddy
 Now look at me I'm all grown up
 Iæ?¦ so scared to be alone
 Crazy people point their fingers
 Ha ha
 I hate the smell of funeral homes
 I'm doing alright for being a bastard
 It's ok he'll be back
 She said so sweetly and so mad
 He's going out to catch a disease
 Grandma grips her rosary beads
 Surprises me with hot fudge and
 Some late night channel 9
 The Wizard of Oz was on she helps to keep me occupied
 I feel shame
 As theyæ?®e stitching up your stomach
 Will I ever gain the power or the sperm to be a better man
 Plastic forehead melts makeup on my lips
 Oh daddy
 Ah you left me so fragile
 Hollow and so yellow
 Dig you up and say
 I'm a man today
 Sometimes I've forgotten
 How you smiled while rotting in your deathbed
 Why daddy let me cry
 Why
 You woke me up
 You woke me up... 5: 30