Missed Call

It's never a failure and always a lesson.
 And why i'd still listen,
 and end up hurt?
 It's always a journey and never the distance,
 then why do i miss him until I hurt?
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 'cause I heard.
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 And I talk to God at night asking, "What were you thinking putting him into my life?"
 I talk to my reflection it's
 "How can I... how can I love her with this mess that i'm in?"
 The more I get the more you've taken.
 And I've never been one to learn from my mistakes.
 And so I give you it all, until you call.
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 If actions are louder than words that I found to carry over a simple line.
 And if you should grow founder of my absence, i'd want you to know.
 You'll always be mine.
 And I talk to God at night asking, "What were you thinking?" as i'm standing in here.
 I talk to my reflection asking,
 "How will I... how will I survive when I live in fear?"
 The more I love the more I break it.
 And i've never been one to learn from my mistakes.
 And so I keep losing it more,
 until you call.
 (@SimplyNoush)