Beautiful Hell

I can't recognize myself
 The venom has taken control
 Lost in this suffocating hell I call home
 Deliver me
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 My grave, my peace of haven
 My shelter, my asylum
 A rain forest, too much explored
 A holy grail still unheard of
 Years spent crawling in the jungle
 Left me with nothing but indelible scars
 Poison ivy in my backbone
 Propagating on its own
 Inhaling the steams
 Of my self-ignited blaze
 No way out from this maze
 I'm lost in this beautiful hell
 If this daydream is all that I have
 I'll turn it into something beautiful
 I'm trying to see through the haze
 Is it a monster or a miracle?
 Let me tame the sour taste
 Let me tame the bitterness
 This is my way to escape
 I'm lost in this beautiful hell
 A stranger to myself
 Lost in someone else's tale
 Blurry sights and bones exposed
 A single celled parasite
 Sights of endless rivers
 Sights of millenarian trees
 Help me find the difference
 Between truth and fantasy
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 My air, my asphyxia
 My venom, my dementia
 So please come with me
 We can hide in my chrysalis
 Safe from the trials and tribulations
 Together we'll learn how to tame the poison
 If this daydream is all that I have
 I'll turn it into something beautiful
 I'm trying to see through the haze
 Is it a monster or a miracle?
 Let me tame the sour taste
 Let me tame the bitterness
 This is my way to escape
 I'm lost in this beautiful hell