Fucked Up "Scarred For Life"

this is the last chance, that im gonna give you
 to let me down, only god knows why i feell you
 to be real you, are something ive always hated
 something that in life i thought was supposed to be sacred
 but i had to fake it, take it- in -as a kid
 learned in life, you can never depend
 on anybody, anything, any set schedule
 every time i think ive gotten comfortable, they let go
 said so, thats the reason behind everything i do
 in fact, impulsive actions brought me to you
 seeing thru everything you tried to hide in the beginning
 even blind to your reflection & the sinning
 that you brag about- when i tag, i mouth
 words- underneath my breath, they come out from in my chest
 im impressed, that the fabrications that you shoot thru my ears
 sounded so pretty, pity party, part- if we, lift thee
 blindfold made of bricks, up off my eyes
 and the chain to my hips, then i'll realize
 all you told was lies, loved to see me cry
 & never gonna be another love like you & i
 words cannot describe, what i felt inside
 demons pushing out from in stomach & i died
 that summer that you left me, promised you would get me
 exactly what you gave me & it made me
 just a little crazy, just enough
 to be cold hearted, guarded, interior rough, fuck
 left me so fucked up, i think you scarred this bitch for life
 boys are just bitches, they play games & some play it right
 i dont trust nobody cuz people'r all the same
 & dont expect perfection cuz you'll be the one to blame
 fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, not nice
 never ever gonna trust another slut in in my life
 but if i fight, urges that i hold back
 fuck her up when i see her & ill make a whole track
 about the victory, bitches love the dick ya see
 penis is the prize possession- they love to be
 imagining, they were me, so they chase after my boyfriends
 sucking dicks better than prostitutes, noise ends
 toys bend when i slash em, never gonna pass em
 cuz im on that p track, hoodrats, we dont need that
 see that, i be killing em, apples, i be peeling em
 how you like it now? coming down to the ceiling im
 sittin on the roof, sitting upside down
 at a different perspective & damn i really see it now!
 seeing how- i could be so- whats the word?
 gullable, & loveable, so mother fuck the world
 how could it be so cruel to me when all i do is desecrate it
 karma wants ta box & i really fucken hate it
 even waited, hesitated--> when she stepped to me
 still said it like, bitch, you better bring your best to me
 left me so fucked up, i think you scarred this bitch for life
 hoes are just bitches, they play games & some play it right
 i dont trust nobody cuz people'r all the same
 & dont expect perfection cuz you'll be the one to blame