Bad Apple!!

Ever on and on
 I continue circling
 With nothing but my hate
 In a carousel of agony
 'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
 And suddenly I see that I can't
 Break free, I'm
 Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
 With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony
 To tell me who I am! Who I was!
 Uncertainty enveloping my mind
 'Til I can't break free, and
 Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
 But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
 So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
 And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
 You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
 But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
 If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
 Because everything would change, and it all would fade to black
 Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
 Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
 Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
 I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
 Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
 All the people that I see, they will never understand
 If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
 Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white
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 Ever on and on
 I continue circling
 With nothing but my hate
 In a carousel of agony
 'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
 And suddenly I see that I can't
 Break free, I'm
 Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
 With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony
 To tell me who I am! Who I was!
 Uncertainty enveloping my mind
 'Til I can't break free, and
 Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
 But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
 So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
 And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
 You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
 But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
 If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
 Because everything would change, and it all would fade to black
 Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
 Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
 Am I hurting, am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
 I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
 This time you're not hurting me! This time I will take a stand!
 All the hatred in my eyes building up an evil plan
 Standing lonely in the night, with the darkness by my side
 Looking deep inside myself, and revealing only fright
 If I make another move, if I take another step
 Then it would all fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left
 If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
 Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
 Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
 I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can
 If I open up my eyes, there'll be no more going back
 'Cause I'll throw it all away, and it all will fade to black
 So I'm back here once again, so I'm back here once again
 Can I ever make a change? Will my heart begin to mend?
 Would you love me if I go? It feels like a heart attack
 But still everything's the same, and it all just fades to black