Subliming

I feel a heat inside my bones
 I'll grow with my last breath
 Aching for clarity
 I never jumped into the water
 Never took that vital plunge
 Still live my life that way
 Disregard my only one
 I said I'm running outta time
 This ain't love, this ain't love
 I got living on my mind
 I'm above, I'm above
 Used narrowed lens to trace the paths I laid
 And I used to feel it too
 Now I'm further from that life
 I'm above, I'm above
 I'm not looking for any kind of comfort
 I'm not looking for much
 I'm just riding it out
 Where do I turn off the cynic in me?
 I am the present
 I'm planting my feet
 (I'll let my mind sublime)
 (I'll let my heart sublime)